Yesterday, I had the most irresistable chat with my pw group mates in the library. I know we're supposed to pay attention and not side-track. But I tell ya, it's bloody hard! It was really really fun talking to them, honestly. &I'm damn happy with my mates! :D


That chat has changed my perspective of life so much. Thanks to Myra, Aini &Ivy. Jordin wasn't there, he had training. &after that chat, I spent my whole night &this whole morning plus afternoon thinking about what's happening around me. &I've taken Myra's advice:


'I HAVE DECIDED TO BE A GIANT NANA!'


Guess what it means, but thanks I've going to change for that, at least for this period of time until some stuffs change back to what I normally think it was. I couldn't help smiling to myself when I'm the giant. It's pretty hilarious. Guess I better add some pounds on to match that size. Haha! :D Man, I loved them! (:


I missed my brother, elder, till it hurts. He's been on the ship for almost a month odd. &I seriously can't help worrying about him. ): &he's chief engineer won't let him use the internet! Like what the hell! What's wrong with emailing to the family or loved ones! Ugh! Then how are we supposed to know what's going on the ship! )): Guess that's lesser mails to us now. But I know he will be well-fed on the ship but I don't like those Angmoh's being so bossy &if they bully my brother, it's a fuel in a making. ):


PS: Brother, I miss you <3.