Day 4 w/o him - Chan-piong, I missed you, badly.


Time passed extremely slowly today in Diploma. Headed out once more. An aching feel all day, &I had to surpress myself to stop crying all over again.. It was an extremely fun day though. (: Tried on many stuffs &I simply love my favourite magical girls. :D

To you, (everybody knows who i'm talking to when I say you, or if that's not clear enough, to HIM) - I missed you, but, do you know what I feel right now? I felt that even though the ENTIRE world knows that I miss you &that I love you, you yourself don't feel a goddamn thing or that you miss me, perharps? I feel like I'm invisible by you again. You're busy, I'll understand but.. I felt foresaken, by you.. Why?


PS: I miss it, the times when we would fight over everything, on to who gets to shake the shaker fries, to bicker like nuts to who loves who the most, to bicker why you should send me home even though it's like 9pm &you stay freaking far &I don't want you to be home so late whereas you want me safely home &accompany me, cause you loved me so..

-edited, : You obviously don't need me, but why do I need you so badly? List all your reasons to make me sway, but all in all, you'll never understand how i'm feeling, why? Cause maybe you've stopped caring. But Thanks for caring for my health, it was sweet. (: Till you end that moment.