Sweet love, you just can't get enough of it.

First things first, I wish to applogize for leaving my blog dead &let everyone re-read that last post written, I'm sorry. I was finally able to find time to sit down &just stare at the computer screen &update this dead blog. It was a hectic weekend, but still, probably the awesomest I ever had. Major ♥♥♥ !

All in all, I experience joy that I never imagined, I felt useful &truely happy with myself. Although I only managed to get some sleep after around 41hours of awakeness. Was totally worth it. We had Photoshoot too. Like finally! All in all, 2words: Mad Fabulous! Of course, a simple price to pay: fatigue. Might sound a little serious but it's just that I was too tired to attend school which somehow leads to lots of weird illnesses. Majorly wore out.

Of course(this is probably what most of my readers are looking out for), not everything is due to fatigue or illness. Yes, like y'all could imagine, like how my woman would say it, there has been a situation. Gosh I miss her badly. I mean, the situation wasn't that bad but I wouldn't say it was anywhere near nice. It was just something I avoided to do cause I trusted you. That's all I'm saying. Ask me in person if you wanna know. So all those weird people! REVEAL YOURSELF !

To ♥ : Like you already know, I want many things in life right now. Of course, honestly I don't want you to accomplish any of them FOR me. I want you to accomplished it WITH me. I can always try to make all my wishes come true. Even if I failed I can try again, like what I have always been doing, trying even harder. Life would never be the same if you weren't with me &I know it. You don't have to ask me this stupid question:

"How would you know?"

I can tell you right now, again, I KNOW, JUST TRUST ME. I can totally tell you my biggest wish right now. Although all my wishes are supposed to accomplished within this year, this wish can take as long as it wants, as long as it's completed.

Someday, I WILL successfully climb over that high steel wall of yours &walk straight into your heart. No matter how long it takes, cause I know it will be worthed it. I know you're pushing me off, I've fallen many times without any backup, without landing &I can always continue to try, no matter how hard. Cause I know, someday, when I successfully climbed over, you would hug me so tight &tell me this 4words that encouraged me to do this wish: For you, I will.