Dearest diary, I wished that this little gorgeous kid appears in my life everyday just to make me smile like there's no tomorrow ♥

Hello my lovely readers!

'kay I was actually thinking of writing my post today differently as my mood today is totally wrong :x Sorry for starting this post negatively but there's just somethings on my chest and mind that I seriously hope and couldn't wait to get it off me. Yes it is suffocating me once more, and I don't really know what to do about it anymore. Sheesh :/ but cheers to all my caring readers, i'm not going to write it out here. In case y'all didn't notice. I don't really write sad stuffs here anymore. I prolly will whine to the max here but i won't write much here. This is where the missing tagboard comes in handy - you can't ask me where sad things are. HAHAHA.

So basically, and just for the record first - this blog is not a facade. I mean, i'm not saying that there are only happy stuffs and not sad stuffs, whatever I write is real and these things did happen. Yeap, I can imagine y'all saying like how is it possible for this girl here to be happy everyday when she was actually sad last time and things wouldn't he heal so quickly blarblarblar. Oh yeah, sidetrack, pardon me for having this kind of convo in my blog or in my head, i tend to think ALOT so yeah, forgive me :D Anyway, yeah like what are the possibility of that even happening? Well,


IT DIDN'T HAPPEN SO I'M NORMAL !


Life now isn't exacly perfect, what's more my cough is still acting up and so is my flu which is really kinda sad but oh well. We all are sick anyway and we're gonna die soon too. So focus to topic, like everyday: School.

I personally think that this post won't be a long one. So it is a see how kinda thing? Anyway, most prolly going to SAKAE SUSHI this friday for the buffet! I don't know why, i've been craving for sushi since like last month? But it's only like the fifth day of the new month so I supposed it wasn't that long ago. Hahaha, just wanna eat a lot, prolly just to stuff myself for some unspoken reasons :x Also, school is pressuring us all over again. Then again, it's prolly just me stressing myself out again. I honestly ponder how did I ever do that, like super woah can? But I did manage to pass most of my tests, actually it's all except POA which i really have no clue at. I should really stop sleeping in classes ): Oh yeah, did I mention, I'M OFFICIALLY BROKE TOO ! Life stinks :/

'kay shall stop here, I got homework to do and I am hungry, no dinner again today. I should be getting thinner again. Please, body, eat the fats at my tummy!


PS: Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now ♥
PSS: If you think there are hidden meanings in my post, you're wrong, but then again, what are you wrong about?