If the whole umbrella's my life, then the colourful part must be when I'm with you, but what about all the other parts? ♥

Hello my lovely readers!

'kay just a short post cause I am supposed to be studying for my Chinese for tomorrow A-levels! I'm retaking it in case some of y'all out there don't know, unsatisfied with my grades cause I aimed higher. Well, it's been almost 4months since I am allowed to take the paper (I was initially not allowed at all) &to prove myself, I must succeed in tomorrow's paper! I will work harder.

Anyway, just a quick update about yesterday and today. Yesterday, I had my 1st Heartware Volunteer Training for the TDExploRally. It was mad fab if you asked me. But obviously to the ACSI guys, everything was just normal. Their expectations are just so high that they stressed themselves out. Or maybe cause they were in a high position and hence more responsibilites to them I guess :/ Well, I was Facilitator for that event - Group 9 Dover. We emerged Champion and won goodies. The best part was, I made many friends, sadly, WITH ALL THE SMART PEOPLE ! Not to mention some cute ones too :3

Then it was Sigit's Belated Birthday Celebration! Sigit is Weichong's BFF. My friend too, he's so adorable when he keeps saying his 18 when he's already 21 ! Tsktsk, worse than a woman. HAHAHAHA. Dinner was @ Sakura but I didn't eat much. Yeap, kinda wasted 30bucks. Sigh ): I wish money could just be dropped outta a tree. Better yet, just mutiply in my hands or come out with the snap of my fingers. Anyway, it was much fun &so much gossiping. Sigit's a real nice guy. Then it's home sweet home. Zzz.

Today was just plain horrible. The day wasn't horrible. I was the one that was feeling horrible. I think it's the damn moodswings again, damn periods. But the good thing is, it's all under control. As in, I'm not actually crying or telling people how miserable I felt blarblarblar. I kept quiet. Actually most of the time I am quiet. Just learned to shut up, the world will be a better place if I dont't grovel. Lol. Anyway, my mind's racing and at times like this, my mind works and thinks twice as fast as my normal speed. Which in case, none of y'all notice, it's just damn to fast already. HAHAHA yessa, I AM ABNORMAL - to blaze with that.

I wish I was your favourite girl.
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile.
I wish you hold my hand when I am upset.
I wish that you needed me.
I wish that you never forget the look on my face when we first met.
I wish that without me your heart would break.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat.
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you sleep.


PS: Too many wishes, make them all true for me, I wish all these were real.