If it doesn't break your heart, it's not love

Hello my lovely readers!

I just had the feel to blog again. I don't know why - just feel like it. I know I should be finishing my homework right now or at least, try to finish it. I got a late night date with Peter later and honestly, I can't feel any urge or the motivation to go meet him. Sigh :/

Oh well, I promised I won't speak anything unhappy over here and I will keep to that promise. There isn't any need to speak of anything sad around here anyway, cause life goes on, and we need to live, laugh and enjoy every moment of it. My life now, not the best. But I've felt worse..? Hahaha, most likely cause I got back my Promo 1's result and it sucks big time. Yesyesyes, the reasons always sucks.

Ugh, right now, I'm feeling -.- cause there's so many things on my mind right now. &I can't get rid of it. So many questions to ask, mostly why and what's. But I'm holding back. Cause for the first time between you and me, I am not going to bug nor ask you anything. Cause everything is distant. &if you're sighing away infront of the computer. You changed me, more than you have ever imagine, more than you have ever noticed. &it's not up to me anymore, cause I am not going to do anything anymore.

Anyway, I went drinking again? I don't know why I am saying this but yeah. Hahaha, I'm just writing what's on my mind right now. Hahaha, last week - Vodka and Chivas. This week - Martel, but I didn't managed to drink much at all. Tsk :/

I don't know what more to say. No, it's more like i don't want to talk about anything anymore. You people are in my mind the whole day. In fact, my day starts with a drama when I heard some stuffs. I couldn't stop and wonder so many stuffs. But you have to know something, about something I just decided.

From now on, I am not going to wait for your response anymore. If you want me, keep up with me. Cause you're abusing the waiting period that I gave you, you stubborn irresponsible kid.

PS: There's no if, that's just a weak excuse.