I need a getaway badly again, ♥ could you bring me somewhere?

Hello my lovely readers!

*Let's do something new - Repeat after me : I. AM. AWESOME, YOU. ARE. AWESOME!*
Ah well, that was sure some motivational speech wasn't it? Not that it helped much but it sounds nice when you're telling that to yourself or someone else yeah? Anyway, it's Poa Paper one tomorrow. I'm looking forward but not looking forward to it as well. Mostly cause it's in the hall &I don't like it. It's gonna be so cold that my fingers will get numb. Who knows, I might press the wrong digit and everything will be a goner.

Hell.

I hope that never happens. Anyway, there's no school today for me cause I don't have a paper. But well i think that this is a rest day since yesterday I had two papers straight. &my wrist cramp and hurt like mad. It's so bloody cold as well &cause you can't feel your fingers you have to write so hard that my whole wrist was shaking. Ouch ): The hall is a nightmare cause you can't sleep too! Not that I want to but yeah the teachers walking around and all. You know what? Taking the exam in the hall is like you're in jail cause there's people watching you, it's all closed up, you feel horrible cause it's cold and you're doing something that you totally dislike &lastly, you're really counting down to the end of it. Sigh :/

Anyway, i want a getaway! I need a getaway! You know I keep telling myself that I need to relax and cause all of the headaches and crying and stuffs like that. So I wanna go out but when I go out, I get worried about my paper &then poor ♥ gets all worked up cause of me too. Sigh I am not a good girlfriend, but I hope you'll still like me. Anyway, I wanna go ice-skating. It's been a while. Hahahaha :D

Alright, i've gonna finish up one last paper one practice for tomorrow's paper. The only weakest so far for tomorrow's paper is confidence and time-management. As usual. This also happened in my lifestyle anyway. I used to think that there's so much time left, I kept slacking. Then now I keep telling myself there's no time life and I get panic and stressed up. Pretty dumb right? Ugh!


Ps: I think when I'm with you, everything will be alright, won't it?