I actually wished for this when I first saw it!

Hello my lovely readers!

*put the palm's of both of your hands to your cheecks and scream with me : OHMYGOD!*
Yes indeed it's OMG to me this very moment that I can just throw my head back to either laugh or cry. The reason being very simple - Monday's papers. More specifically, it's Monday's Mob AND Econs paper! Like omg i can feel how stupid I am right now cause I just remembered that I have 2 papers that day. I kept thinking that it was just Mob, damn i'm screwed :/

So these days i kept doing my poa. &I am like pfffft i should have checked and make my time more productive. This whole week i've only done Mob and Poa, totally neglected my Econs. &the worst shit is that Econs is one of my weakest subjects! Fine i lied, they are all my weakest subjects. I'm not that smart to have a good subject. Sigh :x Anyway, I am doooooomed! ):

What's worst is that I can feel the tension of the Alevels coming soon. Gosh why did time have to pass by so fast! Yesterday I woke up and stared into blank air and I nearly cried as I imagined myself getting all C(s) for my Alevels. Man I need better that those C, I need As. Which are to me right now, prolly near impossible. I don't want to say impossible to discourage myself.

LIMEI, listen up! By this Prelim, you need to get at least all Cs if not Ds for the papers, that is your goal! Although it's a little to late to set a goal but heck now or never right?


I need people to force me to study! Helpppp ):


So right now, I'm thinking back to my blank air enlightenment yesterday and what I imagined. I realised that there really isn't enough time. Enough will never be enough. But my time management is just so messy and unmanaged. I want and need to make time for my studies and relationship and I don't want to make the same mistake I did the last time a major examination took place - Olevels. But I will balance it and I will balance it! Whoosh! *punchs air*

Anywayyy, back to the post, I really wished I had girlfriends that can really be always by your side to talk to, gossip to, confront to and seek comfort from. I'm always with my BF or my BFF. But heck my BFF is a guyyyy! &it's not that I don't have girlfriends. Excuseeee moi, it's just that we don't meet my constantly. &I honestly miss them. But they're not fixed. Like it's always different groups of girls. So guess what I did, I imagined my BFF as a girl, can't help it, deprived of a feminine touch. HAHAHAHAH! But hey, i seriously miss my girls ):


Ps: Gosh, I want the Alevels to end faster but I don't want it to come so soon! Sheesh! :/