Check those lips! You know you'll smile, when you see this ♥

Hello my lovely readers!

Before I begin, I hope everyone reading this is having a smile on their faces when they see the photo that I have posted. Yesh the weather each day is getting more and more horrible - cold mornings and bloody hot afternoons! It's gonna be so humid and everyone is falling sick. &it dampens people's mood, that's why we all need to cheer up, yes? &of course, a smile a day, keeps your friends awake! (i have no idea where that came from, it just went into my brain)

Alright, let's go straight to the point here. One of the other reasons why I posted that photo is becuase I myself need to cheer up. Yesterday Tracker told me he could sense that I was down the whole day. Well, considering that he was only with me for two periods, I would conclude it was during Econs that I was down. I was literally down I guess, cause I was sleeping the whole period. Well, the truth is, I didn't do well for my Econs, more likely, I did horribly and I'm starting to panic and feel frustrated and disappointed with myself.

As usual.

But I always think back, and I wonder why didn't I do better. I have no freaking idea, it's always the confidence problem? But then again, I always look back, as usual. I seriously don't know why I can't be better. I always feel dejected and down but I don't know what to do at all. I doubt I have strengths but I am fully aware of my weakness. &the blastest thing is that, I don't know what to do about those weakness. This is retarded, I am retarded -.-

Anyway, this week was pretty much fun :x I had different teachers cause I need more attention cause I am prolly the weakest student in class :/ So new teacher for Econs &Poa are Miss Azra &Mrs Alice Wong. Bloody hell I fell asleep in both their lessons. I don't know why I just can't seem to stay awake. That kinda makes all the teachers sadded ): Including me who's sad as well. Sighhhh :x


I need more than a pusher, I need GOD !


On the flipside, there are so many evets coming up for me to meet my beloveds! &I am quite excited about it. But that means more outing and lesser studying time. Tracker would kill me -.-

1) Meetup with Kaeyuan &Jessica for Mugging!
2) Meetup with ♥ for our 23rd monthiversary!
3) Outing with 08B4 - Shopping!
4) Meetup with DaMei &others for Bluffalo Wings!
5) Meetup with Sista &Pandas for Ann's 19th Birthday!
6) Meetup for Graduation Tea!

Yeap, all these outings, in October! Oh no that means I seriously won't have enough time to study! Omgggg.. ): That means I really have to mug even harder. No time to lose. So yesh, this will be all, I'll be back soon so stay tune for more of Nana's mischief and downturns on the Alevels :D


Ps: Did you know I adore rainbow and smiley stuffs, it makes me smile