&we let the most foolish things tear us apart ♥

Hello my lovely readers!

Just a short post and I'll be off finishing another Econs essay for consultations purposes - of course, if I'm able to get a teacher by that time, prolly Miss Azra cause Miss Ho is too famous in our class. &also cause half the time, I find myself too stupid to talk to her, cause I'm always letting her down. Aww sucks. I hope Miss Arza is free. -pray hard-

'kay, I didn't attend school today which I was supposed to. Cause it's the mock papers. But I wasn't ready for it. For Poa, my time management is still acceptable. But for the other two subjects - Econs and Mob, my time management just sucks and I have no idea why. Even after reading finding and reading those time management books, I find myself still unable to manage time carefully. Even after all those tips and advices that the teachers gave us. I am as slow as ever -.- great, I'm demoralising myself again.. ):

But anyway, I'll be attending school tomorrow for the Mock Paper for the two subjects that I suck in. Time management as usual. I have no intention of handing in the papers, just going to finish whatever I can and prolly hope to get consultation immediately after, cause I don't think the teachers are able to mark finish and I personally think that I need a one to one consultation instead of teachers just going through the answers and I still don't have any goddamn understanding after those sessions. Pfffft :/

Oh anyway, you know what? I've actually figure out what I am going to do after the A's - like I've planned my holidays and what I am going to do with who and where and when and what. Awesome isn't it? &yes I know, it's daydreaming, wishful thinking but still, it has that strong LONGING feeling. I swear, even if I'm broke, there will always be something for me to do. Definitely and I'll write out the list sooner or later (: But I hope this year the holidays would be better. As in, in a better mood, spirits and all. &Nothing like whatever happened last year, even if it's not the same thing. I swear if something bad happens during my holidays, I'll shoot that person or literally squash them! I don't care if they are bigger than me, believe me, I will find a way.

'kay I've gonna run off now. Spent quite a while on this. Somehow it's not as short as I thought it would be. But oh well, I just have the urge to blog and you know why. I haven't blogged out the real reason why I wanted to blog. There's this feeling inside, that makes me all moody and all. It also makes me tired very easily. Like seriously, very very very easily. Ask Weichong if you don't believe. Don't know what's wrong with me. Easily restless as well. It's so annoying. There's no energy to continue doing my work. But now, I'm gonna force myself to work. &pray that I would not be defeated that easily. Mug and cheer for me! :D


Ps: I am totally a Glee fan right now (: