&I feel it inside me, I am stronger than I was before ♥

Hello my lovely readers!

It's raining madly at yewtee right now, but I think it's just a rush hour, cause it's raining so softly right now. This is my favourite weather, raining the night, &gosh I miss getting drenched in the rain! It used to be our favourite activity in Secondary School but now cause I get cold easily, I stopped playing as much. But I like raising my hand up and out to touch the rain droplets, it just feels good to me, yeap I know, I'm weird (:

Anyway, I'm sorry that I'm a day late with this post, cause I was busy studying and doing chores yesterday and that I had to accompany my folks out. Things happened and I'm just accepting it one by one. So yeap, no worries cause I'll be strong enough to overcome it. Ah yes, A's, yes I will literally overcome you, gosh I seriously hate those panic vibes that people give off that tells you omg the A's are here! Like yes I knowww, don't remind me, I'm afraiddd of it. Pffffft :/

It's like so hard for me to accept that the first A's paper would be exactly 10days (counting today) from now. &as usual, I am not prepared for it at all :x so not cool. But I'm trying my best and planning my time out wisely to give enough time and attention to each subject so don't rushhh me and stressssss me even moreeee! Heehee :x What if I crack?! See see see? See the seriousnesssss? (:


As for now, I'll be a hypocrite and act normal C:


Soooo, I was a really good girl today, I went to school for my Econs Mock Paper review and studied from 11am to 6pm. Of course with breaks and consultation in between so yeap. Think i did much today? NOT ! It's either my speed is frigging slow or something cause it's so little to me. High expectations again! Anyway I have to finish up an essay by tonight - MOB! Don't be stress don't be stress, just stay calm and finish the damn essayyyy :3 HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, I've realised much today, had a small and short chat with Haidar and Edward, feels so enlightening but then again.. who knows Haidar could say so enlightening words. &I was pretty shocked when I heard some stuffs, word spreads real fast in MI Year3, like seriously. Things that I don't want to see nor hear just come right back at you, but funny. I'm pretty fine right, like seriously, I'm sane and feeling fine, I reminiscence a lil but now, I know i'll be fine, guys, don't worry too much for me, I'm a strong girl now :D


Ps: It's coming it's coming, 2 more days :3