It's the new year, I am going to be happier! ♥

Hello my lovely readers!


Ohgosh, I didn't make it in time for the post before the year ends! Like seriously, it's like saying hello before a goodbye! Not that that is a bad thing but yes I would really like to summarize all that has happened within this year. To me, this is the year, where I have learn alot, about everything - About friends, relationships, family &studies. It could be a really long post so people, gear yourself up and tune up your favourite music so that you won't sleep in the end of this post. So let's begin one by one alright?

Friends - This year, has really showed me that who are really your friends. Actually, to me, it's everyone that I've met. They are seriously the bestest people on earth cause they are really like your happy pills, as simple as that, they make you happy. I've met a lot of new people this year which I intend to keep for the rest of my life - Alex, Eve, KengHwee Etc, Weiqi yeap surprise surprise, I only know him this year. Raine, Gina, Darwynna, Kaeyuan, Jessica, Wanling, Yongchun, Ebellia, Jiaxin, Huiqing and many many more! 'kay I'm sorry if i didn't mention you but I honestly, would never forget you! Life's been great with all these people, we laugh we talk we sing we bitch, it was just awesome, and you could seriously feel the ♥ that they have! Thanks for entering into my life and no I am sorry there's no exit.

Not forgetting to mention, my awesome class this year 08B4 which has gone much much closer that yesteryear! My gorgeous babes - Christina, Cecelia, Aini, Jennifer, Adilia, Farah, Kerrie, Brenda, Ivy, Carmen, Yunting, Jasmine &the other ladies! My awesomest pals - Jordin &Jordon &the other great guys - Jerome and all. You guys were a total blast and we had the awesomest time ever, from class outing to bitching moments to the tears we shed and hard work we put in together for our A's. It was a great pleasure knowing all of y'all, and please do still stay in my life, cause you're part of it, you made it happier! ♥

However.. one regret, one gigantic, one deepest regret that I have. I lost a friend, or at least, I believe that I've lost him. It pains me really bad to know I have lost this friend, cause I know he was one of the best that I could ever have. Bryant, you were there for me when I was at my deepest, my lowest point, and you promised that you would never leave me, and I couldn't believe it when you started ignoring me. I couldn't accept it. I couldn't do anything. I'm devasted cause I lost you. As much as I hate admitting it, I have to. Till now, I still don't believe that you're gone and outta of my life. I pray you'll be back, by my side, happy.

Next up, Relationship - Well, y'all would have known what happened between us right? I mean if you frequent this blog you would know. Well if you don't, the archives are there but I think there's no point in going there. Summarized - We broke up, we patched back, we lied (to ourselves), we promised, we were on the edge, we had our rough moments, we made it through, we passed it, we aced it, we scored! &I mean that we're better that before. At least that's what I believe so. Honestly I thought of erasing this section cause I don't really want to talk much about it cause it still pains me to do so. I know, it's a brand new year and we should bring our yesteryear's sorrow to our next but some stuffs aren't erasable so soon, I have my moments, I have my sad times, but I kept pushing on. My emo periods don't last so long and I know that everything will be better and fine, you have to believe and put your one hundred percent into doing so, stop digging into the past. Read my lips, these seven words - It's already over! So be happier now!

Family - Smooth sailing as much as you can believe, yes the arguements have lessen, the queen and the princess have finally shut it and I believe that peace would be here to stay! On the side note - I hope Daddy isn't too bored. HAHAHA. Yes happy here, or more like relaxed! My family's just awesome cause they are always here. physically, :))

Studies - BLARBLARBLAR - WHO CARES IT'S FRIGGING OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR! Yay, say it with me! But then again, I am so bored without it. My hands are like itching to write, I can't imagine how horrible my handwriting will be when I haven't write in ages! This year, was hectic, and okay, I so regreted not paying more attention in school cause of what happened to my BGR. I swear if my results are bad, I would seriously screw the people who made it horrible for me. Honestly when I think back to how foolish I was to even pay attention, or more likely, pay too much attention to unnecessary stuffs, I really regretted it.

Honestly. It was a total waste of time, you wasted my time, my care and concern, my tears my everything and if you're ever reading this, yes there can only be one you, I hope you'll still be my friend. Yes, as much as everything is over, I wished you could be my little sister, like how I picture you to be, I'm not being a bitch or whatsoever here, I'm being true. You don't have to believe me, you just have to belive in yourself.

'kay I should prolly end this cause it's kinda late and I'm hungry again. I'm meeting ♥ again tomorrow with his bestie. Happy New Year Everyone! I'm blog about my resolution real soon! :))


Ps: It isn't too late for anything, cause there will always be time.