I will always remember this walk of mine &everything it brings along ♥


Hello my lovely readers!

'Kay first, if possible, a very big hug to all those we actually still continues to read this blog. Honestly I shall try to update this blog like every few days. But I better state my reason first, it's not really because there's nothing much. It's also not entirely about me not wanting to face a computer when I reach home which is partly true. It's because I got some problems now. Like actually for about 2weeks ago till now and I haven't gotten over it yet. Wells, I'm not going to mention what it is cause I have developed a case of:

Alexithymia.

Go google what it means, or use the famous dictionary.com website. But I honestly doubt they would have this word in the dictionary so I'll be nice and explain it. Actually I also ripped off the meaning from one of the tumblr that I frequented. Alexithymia refers to the difficulty of describing feelings to other people. Which is what I so unfortunately happened to get many months before. &the truth is, it's actually quite comforting. As in, I don't have to bare my feelings out. I know it sounds cliche and all but it's really true. But sometimes it gets so frustrating that you have to bottle everything up but the thing is, I can't explain the feelings and thoughts. It's like a serious bad case of mental block! But I wasn't like this before. Like a few years before. Everything changes.

Anyway, moving on. Finally! I've finished my last day at work! Like honestly I am quite impressed that I can actually hold on to this job like for the last three months! Cause if you backtracked I actually told myself in this blog that when I was two weeks into the job, I seriously wanna quit already! But hold and behold, I endure three months! The people weren't so bad! &I always get to eat nice food like meat buffet and sushi and dim sums for lunch if we want. SUPER awesome! These are like the plus point although the job itself is undenyable-ly boring. But, my boss requested that I continue for another 2weeks or month? So next tuesday, I'll be working again. Like whathell right? But I kinda like it now. See how see how!

Easter came and went and I had a great great time having service with Jordin! Yes I managed to get Jordin to come for Easter and I think he likes it! It's super awesome I tell you. I didn't know that there were so many commandos and army boys in HOCG. But it was so awesome and a joyous occasion to see friends get baptized! ^-^

Alright I should be ending off soon. But first, people, see the above photo. I seriously adore that photo. I'm gonna get a dress like that someday and dress girly but what I lack is another babe who would do the same thing with me. Camwhore and all. Gosh I miss Chrissy and woman! &all the other babes who still owe me outings like my volleyball babes! &I'm having ultimate cravings now! You know what that means! So, here's ending! Goodbyes ♥


Ps: Second chances are rare, use your first one wisely.