It's all in the matter of perspectives ♥


Hello my lovely readers!

Alright, time check, it's 9.22am in the early morning on a monday. Yes, WHY AM I AWAKE! No, I don't have school yet. No, I'm not working. Yes I did have something on, BUT! My parents don't allow me to go. Honestly, I don't understand why they wouldn't allow me. Well, don't get me wrong, I am not scolding or blaming my parents, this is not a hate or complaining post but I just don't understand how eccentric my parents can be. I remember the other time, my friend was hospitalized and I really wanted to go and see her, but my parents just said no and they were like fierce and all. &I was just there, speechless.

Like, I know I'm still young, I know I used to be defiant and very irresponsible in the past. But comeon' I'm twenty this year and that something today would mean alot to me and my friend. I wanted to support and be there for him. Ugh.. Why can't they trust me again? I'm no their oh-so-perfect daughter. I used to be till I was 15 and my life screwed up. I learn things the hard way and I just want another chance. But then again, I can understand how they feel. Disappointments again and again.

So.. what can I say? Gotta change change change to be a better daughter. &prolly alongside with that, change change change to be a better person, more people-orientated.

WOAH, the weather outside just suddenly changed within like five seconds! From bright and sunny to dark and cold. It feels like it's going to rain. Doesn't sound good. But no worries, I believe everything will be alright. Gosh wait, I'm going to pray for a while first.. Alright! Yes I feel much better, much much better, it's like I've lifted up my worries to God and he will take care of it, I'm sure of it, cause God is never against me, and will never desert me! In every post, I always write about how much I ♥ God. But honestly, it will never be enough and just this blog isn't enough to show it. God is the almight God, my Father, my Deliever and my Provider - ♥♥♥


Anyway, I just want to share about the sermon I went this week by Pastor Joakim! OMGosh I was soooo excited about it! On Saturday, I went for both the Zone F and Main Service. Both very different sermons and I learnt alot. It was just mad awesome. But what impacted me more was the main service sermon. It was about Time (Friend or Foe?) It was very very very very inspiring. Everyone was seasons in their life, whether good or bad, whether fast or slow, or regardless of your age. But what we need to have, is peace with God, is to understand, accept and not complain about everything in life. Through this way, Time will be your friend. Knowing that God will be with me throughout ALL the seasons in my life just makes me life much more peaceful and better.

&the most impactful sentence ever by Pastor Joakim - "Even the worst and most horrible day of your life, will bring you one day closer to Heaven" Wow, I was mind-blasted and fully impacted!

We should really learn and try to appreciate whatever we have in life. Even if you're in for a rough time, I'm very very sure God will still be there for you. Whatever that you've lost, be prepared. Not for pain or the feeling of loss, but be prepared, cause God is emptying your hands, to give you something much better. God, is a good God ♥ &not only that, I have a BCF &BPF in Church! In the Best Church Forever, there are the Best Pastors Forever who we all ♥♥♥! How much more awesome can my life get?!

The weekend was really awesome! What can I say? Awesome sermon by Pastor Joakim, meet up with my CGs &finally get to see Buddy Ryan N! Looking forward to the next weekend where I can see them &yes when Jordin is finally coming back from his three week in Taiwan! Can't wait to see him! ♥


Ps; Oh, I forgot to mention - I got into SIM!