Oh tonight, I am a happier person ♥


Hello my lovely readers!

Hey guys guess what! I'm back to normal now, as in I'm back to not being sad anymore. Well yesterday everything was such a heavy heart and all. BUT today! Things changed and I felt so so so much better. Probably it's because my dad ended pretty well and that's what made me happy. Gosh guys you know what? I really adore my CG - the people I know in C2, C20 and C21 &I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ God very very very very very much!

Today well, I headed to Church for a Prayer and Worship and OMGosh it was so awesome! The presence of God was so tangible, so strong. &I was so humbled. I couldn't help but tear cause I felt ashamed on how far I am away from God. Today, Roy told us that we shouldn't be walking behind our leaders and God all the time. We need to move closer to God and our leaders. &I felt so ashamed cause I actually felt myself walking further and further away from God last time. But now, I feel as if I am stagnant. Meaning, I feel as if the distance between me and God never changes. Although it didn't get further, but it didn't get closer and I feel so lost. My faith isn't strong enough and I feel so sad over about myself.

But from today onwards, I want to walk closer, even if it takes a while. Even if it's only a step more at a time. I'm sure someday I an keep up and walk closer to God. Amen! Worship was always so moving and heart warming, &wow HoGC is definitely my home. Where everyone I know there is God send to me. I know, if I get closer to my CG and my friends it's because God knows what is good for me. The people here are a great influence to me and I want to be a good influence to the others as well.

Alright I'm feeling so much better and the weekends are coming! Pastor Joakim would be in Singapore and I am so excited! I'm more excited than usual cause this special speaker is the Pastor that was preaching at my first service at HoGC. Yes he was the one who got me to see the greatness of God which made me came back every single time. &Together with Pastor How and Pastor Lia, my love for God, Pastors, Leaders and the Church just grows. I ♥ my big family in HoGC!


Ps; You've got to come and see the greatness to understand me! So why not?