Part of my future home! ♥


Hello my lovely readers!

Alright, I shall blog a more decent post today! I'll be heading out later to the gym with Theresa and Shixiang! Hopefully (prays hard) I can seriously run as much as possible and exercise. Well, when I go to the gym, I tell you, I am ultimate slack. In my brain it's like - AM I DONE YET? But when I check the timing and distance, the treadmill machine is like literally screaming back at my brain - WOMAN YOU JUST BEGAN!

See I told you I will hallucinate when I don't like enough energy and food!

Anyway, you see the above photo of a living room? Well, it's like what I want my future home to look like, although the window view wouldn't be that nice cause in Singapore all the HDBs are like around that height and if you look out the window you prolly just see other buildings. The room is mostly white and everything is quite homey. I actually like my house to be like cozy where there's like a soft touch and ambience I think this suits me more. Anyway, I have this habit of posting how I want my house to look like..? Like grab all sorts of photo on tumblr and post them. There was once I showed how I want my attic to look like? If I ever have one or a den. It's like a mini library where there's books everywhere! A soft couch and all. Woooyeahhh! C:

These few days has been awesome! I went for service on Saturday with Pastor Troy Marshall preaching and OMGosh it impacted me very very very very very very very much! My eyes and heart were all open and I felt so enlightened. Anyway, there's so many things going on and I know as I kept on following God and feeding on his words, I would change to be a greater and happier person! Man I love God oh-so-much! ♥♥♥♥

Sunday is training day and after so long (actually it was just two weeks) I'm back to Dragonboating! Wow lemme tell you the truth! Training yesterday was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E! My arms were aching and so is my back. My strokes are definitely all wrong, man I need to constantly keep training :((( My stamina is horrible and I think I seriously need to camp outside the gym and do all sorts of stuffs! &&&I am still aiming for my 6packs or at least the shape line to appear. I'm not like crazy or something but it's the SUMMER and I actually really wanna go to the beach and just hang out with my girls and all.

"Dragon Boat is not for the fair and pretty girls. That is why many girls who are fair and pretty will not go for it."

SO-NOT-TRUE! Alright this is for the girls out there who aren't fair or think that they aren't pretty. No honestly don't believe in those advertisements that shows all fair and pretty girls. Don't be afraid to go what you love to do, be in rolling in mud, sweating while playing sports like basketballs or volleyball or even softball. Girls that play sports have their own characteristics and all. Okay I don't lie, I think girls that have fair skin are really pretty and I myself actually like fairer skin. HOWEVER I know my passion for sports and all would rule over all these stuffs. Every girl is special and have their own personalities. Well if you break it down, you should ask WHY do girls want to be pretty? Universal answer would be Confidence, for themselves, for their boyfriends, for whatever and whoever. But I AM SURE if you love yourself you wouldn't care about this, if your friends, family and boyfriends love you it's because of who you are and what's inside that defines you. So why worry? Just do as you love, do as you please.

Alright I'm rambling on, the thing is that girls, you have to release your fear, don't feel sad or inferior about yourself. I use to have inferior complex and I swear it can kill someone. People will try so hard to ease your fear and boost your confidence and it pains you when you can't. Honestly. When I was younger, I change so much cause I want to please everyone. But I say this many times and I say this again, Don't worry and don't bother cause you can't please everyone.

I can say for sure everyone knows this but they don't believe it and they always want people to tell them that. It doesn't work till you act on it. &BAM! You've change for the better so don't worry. If you want to find your real friends, try this. &if all your friends desert you find me, cause I'll be your friend, for sure.


Ps: I think online shopping is better than shopping on the shops, I don't know why all the stuffs I like are online and I can't find them on the stores. It's just plain sad! :((