Don't forget to include God in your dreams as well, even if they're little ones ♥


Hello my lovely readers!

This would prolly be the last post for my holidays cause as y'all might know.. I'M STARTING SCHOOL ON MONDAY! Like finally much? It's been so boring where I see everyone is studying and I'm lazing around. Okay maybe not so much of lazing around. I was working anyway. But how much entertainment can you get from working? Just quite a bit. You know something? This is actually very surprising for me. Cause I never liked school. It always gives me pressure like you know, expectations from three areas, parent's, society's and your own expectations.

But it's always a motivator and something to push you on!

I heard UOL is Alevels all over again. Nearly cried when I heard it. Cause I am so sick of the Alevels. Mugging everyday, but don't mind me. I'm a nerd, and I don't mind mugging. I'm actually quite desperate, YES DESPERATE, to do well for my studies cause I always flunked them. I want to do well for an instant. &not like just pass or skim through the year, which I have been doing all these while. It is not an achievement, nor is it a life skill yeah? Just don't like not being good enough.

Yes I know, I have issues with whether I'm good enough. Whatever.

Anyway, this morning I saw this little photo above about dreaming a little dream everyday. I mean, it is true don't you think? You have to make decisions, whether big or small, every single day. But rather than calling it dreams, maybe we can call it decisions? Yes we have the tedious job of having to make decisions EVERY SINGLE DAY! I knowwww, terrible isn't it? But that's where you feel you are in control of your life. We do make mistakes and all but it honestly shows us what went wrong in the end. But more than just that, for me, and maybe someday for you people out there. We need to include God into our decision-makings. Just yesterday I had CG. VERY AWESOME CG in fact. CG always never fail to open my eyes to all my lackings in life and all the right things that I too feel should be correct.

I have been failing to include God into my everyday life, whether it be my decisions or dreams. &I actually thought to myself: Why didn't I include God in my goals, and dreams, and perspective? It seemed like the way of things but I'm either too blind or whatsoever to do that! I know God will never lead me to the wrong path, the path might be slow or filled with obstacles, but I know it is definitely the right path. The obstacles will strength me and let me see new things which I will learn, which I will grow and I also will meet new people as my path goes. It's actually a very awesome thing don't you think?

Also, I learned that we need to have perspective in our life. I know, logic and emotions will get in your way of perspective but we cannot assume that everything is perfect. We need to judge correctly and see things the positive way, first. No one say the negative perspective is wrong, but seeing through the positive perspective would be a wiser and maybe a better choice and not to mention it might also make you feel better. Look through other people's eyes and empathize. Don't sympathize just yet, learn to empathize, and I promise you, the world would be a better place.

Lastly, just want to say I am very excited for service later on cause Jordin might be coming with me. I'm going to share the story of John 3:16 if I can to him later! So excited! It's gonna be awesome cause Joe Pringles would be performing for Praise and Worship as well. It's just going to be so awesome! &after that, meeting beloved Christina for a sharing session at her place on her mission trip! It's been so long since I last saw her and I can't wait to see her again! She totally rocked my life! Alright, must be going now to prepare. The weather seems acceptable today, don't you think so?


Ps; Every decision counts, just like how achieving every dream makes you happier.