I am so getting a camera soon! ♥


Hello my lovely readers!

'kay today's post might be a little short cause I'm actually in a rush to get ready for school. The weather today in the morning is absolutely awesome! Cause I get to snuggle in my bed! Well as for those who are gonna do outside activities today, I'll pray for the weather to be sunny later. Heh! I need to rush! Only 15 minutes more!

Well, as y'all can see from my above photo, yes I am going to get a camera soon! At least, I hope i'm able to get one, cause it's been out for so long and I wonder has the price fall. &I'm going to John 3:16 to get it. In case y'all didn't know, there's this camera shop at Funan The IT Mall that sells pretty affordable prices of cameras! I'm gonna go there as SOON as I get my pay for next month. Cause this month I'm going for mad shopping! Can't wait, need to relieve stress and change my entire wardrobe. Gonna throw away LOTS of clothes, okay maybe not throw, I'll wash and donate them away! Heh!

&NOOOO! I am not getting a Nikon or Canon. Sorry but those are TOO professional for me. I'm getting an Olympus Pen EL2. Yes I still remember the name, no references! My friend introduced me to this and after trying it out around 5 months back, I still can't forget it, but yes! I hope it's still available! AND CHEAPER! (yes I am a cheapo!)

Anyway, the main purpose of this post isn't about the camera, although it's partly to share my joy and excitement of it. I pray to God I will be able to let it last long long and not drop it. Clumsy me drops everything I touch - Butter fingers. HEH! Alright, the purpose of this post is to write about my priorities. These few days, well if you've read my tweets, I've been VERY emotional. Whether it's because of Miss P. I have no idea. But I'm mending right now. Not that I feel any better but I just can't get my mind off some stuffs. Been texting someone who is helping me right now and it kinda helps. I wanted to go ECP after school today but changed my mind and i'm going to work instead. HAHAHAHA.

Well, what I'm trying to say is that (gasp, 8 more minutes!), is that I am trying to prioritize my life now. I am going to focus and not let everything and everyone affect me. (I NEED TO BE MORE IMBAAAA!)

First on my list:

1. Definitely God - I haven't been seeking God at this lowest point in my life, I know it's like THE best way out but silly me was just washing my tears away all these while. I NEED TO FOCUS! I need to keep on asking God, seeking Him and praying. This point in time tells me that I need to really focus and not treat God as a oart of everything, cause God is everything and the rest is part of what God laid for me. Isn't it so?

2. Family - Haven't been spending enough time with them! Daddy's been really worried for me these days and he keeps trying to give me food to eat cause, I don't know, he MAGICALLY knows that I'm not been eating. But you can't blame me, I wasn't in the mood, my appetite failed me and food looks revolting to me. I saw food yesterday and I NEARLY puke out. Drank lots of water to keep in down. Sigh /: When will I be able to eat food again?

3. Definitely Studies - I've been neglecting them ALOT. But I will rush it up on this Sunday after my work! Honestly, I'm beginning to see what my parents have been saying - that I work too much, i give so much time in my work and I didn't study faithfully. I don't understand why too. But I'll be cutting down work too. Especially on these two weeks. Many events!

4. Friends - Okay,I AM GUILTY. I haven't been spending time organizing outings and meeting up with old friends and even my CG! *stab selfs!* VERY GUILTY. Not to mention my MI friends, Secondary school friends, Primary school friends, Outside friends and not to mention my BUDDY and BESTFRIENDS! I am guilty again cause I am biased to my Buddy. But seriously, Army takes up SOOOO much of his time! &he's GOING TO BRUNEI! *screams noooooo* &leaving me all alone in my very horrible status. Some buddy huh? But yes! Must meet up!

5. Work &Dragonboat - Okay I miss Dragonboating alot! Don't ask me why I don't dragonboat anymore, ask me if my work is taking up my time. YES IT IS! Gosh everyday when I use the computer I would stare at my paddle (which is right beside it) and my hands would itch. Don't get me wrong, I love both my work and Dragonboat too. But I need to PRIORITIZE! I miss my DB girls! I miss the water, the sun. I definitely miss my girls! &YES I AM GOING BACK next sunday! Cause this sunday have to work.. -.- Pray they don't take up so much of my time anymore. LOL.

Alright I MUST GO NOW! OMGOSH over-written by 6 minutes! Okay, I'm meeting Buddy this Sunday, and also someone special next Tuesday, can't wait! Remember, (if you're ever reading this or if you ever know what i'm writing - I always have, &I always will.) OKAY MUST RUN! TAKECARE Y'ALL.


Ps; NO I WILL NOT SKIP SCHOOL (although I am thinking of it)