You need to tell yourself, "Tomorrow will be better day ♥"


Hello my lovely readers!

You know, I actually wrote another post before this. But I don't know why, the page auto turned to something else. &my entire post was cut into where it was LAST saved. Therefore, it was like only one-fifth complete? I became so pek-chek that I deleted the entire post. That was around two days back. Now, when I'm trying to recall what did I write, I totally couldn't! The entire post was deleted from my blog and also from my mind! I am GG-fied now that I didn't know what to do!

But no worries, I have backup on what to write. Hiak-hiak! So today's Friday, the 30th of September. I tell you, the days fly pass VERY fast. Just a few days ago, I sincerely recall it was just the start of September! Time really really flies. But owells, I like fast-paced days. So, today. I have no work and no school. Rotting at home here blogging and getting ready for the BBQ later on! Super high! Cause it's with a CG mates! Hopefully everything would be alright! The planning and all was really a long-process but thank goodness there was Shixiang and Bernard that was helping one another! Hopefully everything would be successful!

There will be new friends coming today as well! There is really something very exciting about knowing new friends you know? It's more than an additional number or a higher number on your friends list on your facebook. It's about you entering and knowing someone else's life. Even if it's just for a few hours. or maybe you'll forget that person but I'm sure meeting one another isn't that easy. HAHAHAHA. In any case, what I meant was that I'm happy to know more people! Shall upload more stuffs about the BBQ when it's over! Can't wait!

Oh yes! School is being a killer these days. I'll be focusing alot on Maths these days. &I don't know why, I just kept doing Maths, cause Differentiation is a killer and it's so different from Olevels and Alevels. In Olevels you call it A-maths, in Alevels you call it H1 Maths, in Uni you just call it Maths. Like whattttt~? Finance is also another killer and the worse is still Econs! The only alright one so far is POA and Stats. Thank goodness I took POA before if not I would just cry.

Anyway I remembered what I wrote a few days ago! Wow, my memory isn't that bad at all. Still good, still new. So, I remember last week? Yeah it was last week was when I was feeling very emotional! Cause many many things happen? Well, it involves alot of feelings? Cause I don't understand why anyone would STILL want to lie to me. But when I think it back, I think it's only because that someone wanted to hide it away from me for my own good. Cause I was crying that time. So I reckon that person was just trying to help but somehow it all turned bad. But anyway, I'm thankful for everything you did. It made me feel so numb that I'm alright so soon. Like woah can?

I hope you're a better person now, I hope you'll learn to cherish and love your girl for the rest of your life. She is now, the most important girl you'll ever have. Don't ever hurt her like how you hurt me alright? Anyway, I just wanna say, I'm not angry with you. Honestly, I'm never angry with you. Maybe just pek-chek for awhile cause I was pretty used of all the treatment I get from you. BUT, what I'm trying to say is that you will always be my friend. Even though you have to hate me to become my friend, I'm okay with it. Cause I know someday, we'll meet and I'm sure, I'll greet you like one of my oldest friend that I'll ever love, as a friend of course. I wish you all the luck and love to carry on!

Alright that felt much better. I talked it out to someone before and I am so grateful to her. She's really awesome and I am so glad I met her! Hiak-hiak! Alright! I got lots to prepare for the BBQ later. Especially games. Hopefully, it'll be a successful one. Anyway, I need more desserts! I kinda need Max Berner Chocolate Cafe and Anderson's Ice-cream! Hee, yes! I've turn into a dessert extreme-lover! Shall blog about Foodie someday! See y'all soon. Takecare!


Ps; The cranes make it happy and somehow, it shows me how much better life could be.